for a screenwriter, it might not be quite so bad going later. Obviously not many people get better looking as they get older. Did you say that you do know some members in SoCal? I mean guys you know as well or better than you know me?

You should do it. I'm sure a lot do that. I don't like the sound of my voice either. Sounds weird on camera. Should have. But I know how you feel. Wish I had gone sooner. ;(

Damn man, I think about going down there still. I know this probably sounds lolable haha but I actually recite made-up dialogue in the mirror I know I shouldn't be my age and admit that but I do. I don't like the sound of my voice at all though. And on top of that, I'd have to be real careful with lines that are too wordy. I don't speak very distinctly a lot of the time. And I think for me to deliver lines in a voice that's not so awful, I'd have to lower my voice quite a bit. But yeah man, it would have been interesting to go down there at 23 after I got out of the Marines. So like I said, you'll be doing it for both of us

I know there are competitions and such online for that. But you really nee to get a manager/agent to get a lot of your stuff looked at. And no you're not.

I don't know. I've VM'ed with Jett before. He has it set up where people can't reply I guess. I dunno. lol But yeah man, I like giving you advice because I certainly don't listen to any that I'm given lol It's good that you want it. I think I have asked you but have you looked into how you could get your screenplays looked at while you're still in Pa? It would be great if you could somehow get things going while you're still there. I better not be ****ing writing on my own wall again lol

What have you done!?

You keep posting on your own wall .

Hahaha.

I sorta know that too. I mean if it ever happen great. But i'm more focused on making this happen. As you said its big. But you gotta go big or stay home. About $5 or a ticket after using codes. Not that great a place. all of it would go to rent. Why I need a roommate or two really.

here is a good Jen quote to live by. "Even as far back as when I started acting at 14, I know I've never considered failure" I can do it. I can beat this. I am a winnwe! F you dumb DA! I will beat you.

lol I posted on my own wall again.
Believe me, you're not the only one without those things. I've just come to accept that I'll never have a wife and kids. It doesn't really bother me much anymore. I know it's a big step to move all the way across the country to chase a big dream but if that's what you want, you need to work on making it happen. How much are you spending on going to the movies each week? I know you said you use movie cash and stuff like that so maybe it's not that much. If you were to live in California right now, with your salary, what is the most rent you could afford? You know these Hollywood people are ****ing driven. That's something that I never had. Even being in the Marine Corp didn't give me that. But these people go out there and they ****ing fight and claw for this shit. You need to lock yourself in the room and listen to some rap and sack up and come out ready to take on the whole world and anyone that gets in your way. **** Aronofsky!!!

yeah, I've been doing that before. looking at who needs roommates and such.

Yeah, I was wondering no reply back. But I've done it before too. Some might be like that cause they have a family or wife or good job or even frends. I have noen of tht in real life? and JW? I know i'm miserable here and will be until I get out. I know some might think i'm ungrateful for wanting more in life. I can't help it. But yeah, I would more than likely need a roommate when I first moved out there. I know that much.