My mom tells me this and it's probably true, 'God helps those who help themselves'. You have free time so you need to be researching. What are some of the cheaper cities in Southern California? What's the average rent? What are some of the cheaper cities? I can't remember if I asked you already. How do you feel about having a roommate? Do you want to live by yourself?

lol I didn't realize that. lol Well good thing you found it haha That is kind of odd that I wrote it on my own wall. Maybe it's a sign But seriously, that's good that you feel like that. Some people are stuck in dead ends and don't care. They're content (or not) with their mediocrity (nothing against being mediocre) and don't care about improving their situation. You, and I, need to do like jw did and just hit up a lot of places. Maybe you have. As far as posting in the General forum, people do like you of course that must be obvious. But they don't want to hear you talk about how miserable your life is and boo hoo poor Kip. My life sucks and no one has it worst than me. can't remember if I asked you but what are your thoughts on having a roommate?

Also you wrote that last message on your own wall.

I just know that I don't wanna be here anymore, and feel too damn old to be pushing carts forever. Saving up as much as I can. I can't find a new job. Took me how many years to get this one. How much do you get for selling blood and semen. I need this. I really do. It's the only thing that I have in my life that keeps me going from not doing something stupid in the end.

lol. but who am I kidding? What do I have to offer her? I can't even get a regular girl. none the less like a goddess like her. Nothing about me that is great. I'm just a 36 year old part time cart pusher with no license, no future and just about everything else I don't have. Why do I even bother? I have nothing. Nada, zilch, zip. I'm sure most people on here wouldn't even be my friend in real life. They likely pity me here.

lol yeah you should post it right out his penthouse window so he has to look at it everyday I know what you can do!!! Get hired as his bodyguard and be THE SUCKIEST bodyguard ever. Like don't protect him from anything at all

I thought mine was better. Need to post it in NY. He lives there.

Or tell him to meet me at this address for a fight.

lol I suppose we could make our own banner. #DarrenAronsucksky

I'm not. But some would think that it is. So how's that banner coming along out there? The one you put over the highway header. Could do that over there.

lol I'm not saying to threaten the guy We just need to find a way to make it catch on. Too bad my buddy couldn't rent a billboard in Budapest with that hashtag